Puddinpops

Im back. Yeah, im still here...Doing what i do best....NOTHING. A lto of crazy shit has happend since i've moved to Texas. Im another year older, and possibly another year wiser, if you will. Ive grown up a lot, but i think it was necessary. I liek what i have become/ What i am becoming.

There was a 6 foot 2 african american male advertising himself, to give a prostate massage, with or without a body massage. It was the best thing to happen to me.

Muscially, i've gotten more into japcore, crust, grind, black metal and thrash. Of course i still like all the other stuff, but im opening up to more things.

Love life= 0 points. I havent gotten myself a man, but im not too worried. I had one, we didnt even know eachother, and he turned into some obsessive asshole. That didnt last. I got stood up 3 times in a row. His name? Dave. Pretty sweet i guess. Hes not ready. He just got out a of 3 year relationsip so i dont blame him for being scared. After those 3 missed "dates", we finally hungout. We like achother blah blah blah, but again he's scared. Whatever im not wasting my time.

I think i turned in 12 applications today. Someone has to hire me. After losing my job with my sister i realized a lot of shit. Being independant sucks if you dont have a job.


Oh yeah and today is my birthday.
or as Leah put it:
Leah ( ) says:
Merry Cassandramas
That one's got a nice ring to it
Scabies and Gentlemen says:
xD
YThats the best one ive had all day!
Leah ( ) says:
:2
:3
Scabies and Gentlemen says:
:2 makes it look like you have a cleft pallet.
x3
Leah ( ) says:
On account of me being so manly!
Scabies and Gentlemen says:
Shit, isnt cleft pallet where you like, are missing a part of your jaw?
hahaha
Leah ( ) says:
AHAHAHA
Ohman
I was thinking cleft chin
Not cleft palette
I was trying to figure out how :2 was a cleft chin
Scabies and Gentlemen says:
Is that the one where they have a little dimple or a butt chin ?
xD
Leah ( ) says:
I think cleft chin is the butt chin.
Scabies and Gentlemen says:
:^|3
??
I dunno,.
Leah ( ) says:
XD!!
THAT'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I HAVE EVER SEEN/
*posts in lj*



Yeah thats right. I posted it too. What? Its funny.

Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
Robo-Chey<33
sean says:
well shit... sorry....
sean says:
robo-chey!!!!!!!!
sean says:
dude, we should give robo-chey sweet guns and missiles
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
*makes rocket noises*
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
YESSS
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
*fist pump*
sean says:
and lazer eyes
sean says:
definitely need lazer eyes
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
hahahah
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
yes!
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
and when you flick one of her bi-hawks shes a lighter
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
haha
sean says:
hahahaha
sean says:
fuck yah
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
her theme song will be "turbo lover" by judas priest...
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
becaause id like to imagine robots....are turbo lovers
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
welll at least she will be
sean says:
of course
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
Will she glow in the dark?
sean says:
then when I lose all my lighters, like I usually do, I can just pull ehr hair to light my cigarettes
sean says:
probably
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
hahahhahahaha
sean says:
but only because she's also radioactive
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
yes!
sean says:
hahaha
sean says:
oh man... I might actually like robo-chey better
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
and when you press certain code # she becomes a car...
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
MAN
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
haha
sean says:
haha
sean says:
yes
sean says:
a car/boat/plane/rocketship
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
shes starting to look like go-go gaget by now i think sean....
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
hahaha
sean says:
no, no
sean says:
none of this stuff is hidden
sean says:
like inspector gadget
sean says:
like, looking at her, you would totally be able to tell she is a lighter, phone, rocket/racecar/plane/boat, lazer-eyed, gun-wielding, rocket launcher
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
haha
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
oh man
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
i cant stop laughing
sean says:
hahaha
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
can she be a sex toy yoo?
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
too*
sean says:
I thought that went without saying
sean says:
hahaha
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
we'll call that her Rape-a-matron mode
sean says:
hahaha
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
every sentence she says has to end in "matron"
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
she's so good she can be a pocket pussy/dildo AT THE SAMETIME

Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
!!
sean says:
hahaha
sean says:
she folds up?
sean says:
dude, like a transformer
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
she fits anywhere!
sean says:
haha
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
brb
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
i gotta start a polisy :\
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
policy*
sean says:
k
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
im so pumped for robo chey
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
im gonna make her
sean says:
haha
sean says:
do it
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
qw'll have to use our imagination sean
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
we'll*
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
i can only doodle so much
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
haha
sean says:
hahaha
sean says:
understandable
sean says:
we'll make a day of it when you get here and we'll draw a bunch of badass pictures of robo-chey
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
YES!!
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
sounds like a plan haha
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
dude..
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
all we'll do is eat ramen all day
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
every kind
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
haha
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
i'll buy them
Cassy: Baby i dont wanna makeout- i just wanna circle pit! says:
robo chey will be there too
sean says:
haha
sean says:
good
sean says:
sounds like a fucking rad plan

Zorho got stuck in my DVD player,
and Ron had to get it out @.@

i guess i might win the "Most Unique Person", category in my class...yay.

??

i dont want you* right now, nick ruined it for me:
maddaddict1: i dont really know he figured he was gonna come pick you up and you guys were gonna go to jayna's party and do whatever else it is that he thought was planned. when i came and picked you up he was already pissed cause he thought you ditched him and then when we showed up together he was even madder
maddaddict1: which i can understand then he made plans to hang with whoever cause he was pissed and just wanted to be around other people and i took you to the movie then dropped you off
maddaddict1: he kinda thought we did shit and im sure was bummed out about it but i told him nothing happened and he is calmed down now

*anybody that makes your heart beat faster, and makes your lungs shrink with excitement and yet makes it easy for you to breath at the sametime.

I guess thats what nick is telling his friend Luke right now...

SO, i finally figured out what kind of cap Mr. O'Neil wears...and i've decided that i really want one, just because theyre rad as hell. i may not weld, but oh well.

1. Are you in a relationship?
No.

2. If no, would you like to be?
Maybe, maybe not.

3. How often do you visit MySpace?
As much as any other site. Usually when i am bored.

4. What is your favorite candy bar?
i never paid much attention to candy bars...Reese's?

5. What are your favorite shoes?
Anything easy, such as slip on shoes...but theyre horrible for Spring & Winter.

6. Have you ever tripped going up steps?
Yes, and Leah pointed out that i never fail to say "FUUUCK!!", afterwards.

7. Where did you go on vacation last summer?
Dallas Ft. Worth area...the usual.

8. Would you bungee jump?
i WOULD have been able to say i already have, but Ron decided not to, but yes, yes i would.

9. Do you own a Fall Out Boy CD?
Lol FOB. Fuck that noise.

10. Do you like amusement parks?
You know it!

11. Do you ride rollercoasters?
Mhm!

12. What is your current favorite CD?
i have recently been listening to a lot of Death in June, Xiu Xiu, Ataraxia, and Cinema Strange...It's been too long.

13. Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
Uh HUH.

14. When was the last time you were in the ocean?
Never.

15. Do you like flowers?
Forget Me Nots will bloom soon!

16. Would you kiss someone of the same sex?
Pft! Is that even a question?

Where did 17 & 18 go?
..because seven eight nine? Wait- what?

19. Is there anything you can't wait for this summer?
i want to do everything.

21. Socks and sandals?
Sure. i dont care enough.

22. Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
Lukamatron.

23. What's one thing you really hope to do this spring?
Everyone and everything.

24. Do you like to go Mini-Golfing?
Ummm. sure.

25. Are you moving this spring?
Yeah.

26. Are you going to be starting a new job this spring?
Not sure yet.

27. Have you ever slapped someone?
Jokingly.

28. Did you get poison ivy?
A while ago in Kari's backyard.

29. Do you plan on going camping this summer?
LOL in Texas, no.

31. Favorite pizza topping?
Mushrooms and Black olives.

32. Pants or shorts?
Skirts.

34. Do you use Chapstick?
The brand? If you mean lip balm, yup.

35. What's the last movie you watched?
300.

36. Are you currently fighting with anyone?
More like bickering.

37. Are you too forgiving?
im nice.

38. How many pets do you have?
Uno.

39. Own any clothing from Hot Topic?
i dont even know...more than likely not...WAIT i have pants..

40. What's your favorite breakfast food?
Hashbrowns.

41. Where was the last place you drove?
i dont drive D:>

43. Where will you be in 24 hours?
Back here in school, no wait home! Half a day tomorrow :D

44. What did you do 2 nights ago?
Made many excuses to leave with Luke so i didnt have to be by Nick.

45. Last time you went to a fancy restaurant?
Easter. Brunch with Ron = Awkward silence.

46. Last thing you bought?
Food for Leah and i.

47. Have you ever been in a foreign country, if so where?
Mexico?

48. Anywhere you want to go?
Japan, & everywhere in Europe.

49. What's Michigan?
What?...

50. What have you done today?
ABsoluely nothing besides getting ready for school and working in school.

52. Are you thinking of someone right now?
A boy.

53. Have you ever thrown something out of a moving car?
Uh HUH.

54. Do you wish you were somewhere else?
Very much so.

55. Would you date someone who smoked cigarettes?
Uh...yeah- why not?

56. Are you happy with your life right now?
Apathetic...

57. What's the last thing you ate?
Gross Bosco Sticks.

58. Whats the next place you have to go?
Home.

59. How many hours do you usually sleep per night?
8 hours.

60. What's the next important date on your calendar?
...June 6th.

61. Who were the last 5 people to call you?
Fuck if i know...too many people.

62. McDonald's or Burger King?
McDonald's.

63. Who last text messaged you?
Lol, fuck cellular phones.

64. Are you closer to your mother or father?
Neither.

65. Do you like to quote things?
From time to time.

66. Are you afraid of the dark?
Depends on location.

67. Do you exercise regularly?
i will this summer...at least i will try.

68. What is the most expensive thing Y0U ever bought?
Fuck if i know.

69. What should you be doing right now?
Drinking hot tea.

This school has let me down once again!
D: All i want to do is go on gaia, but
Mother fucking bessy blocks so called "chat rooms"

Why is it December?
I had high hopes that this Spring Break
..well would actually be a Spring Break...
Perhaps, i'm just expecting too much from
the ever dissapointing U.P.

Which is why i have decided to move to Texas.
Euless ,Tx is in between Dallas and Ft. Worth.
It's a small city. but it works- Besides,
it's right by the twin cities. I love it there.

My only reason for being iffy about moving, is
due to the fact that i am TERRIFIED of moving on.
i was fully aware before that it was going to
be hard. and now that the time's coming near-
i'm getting more stressful.

Don't mind me, i'm just being a silly teen girl;
Who is scared she wont make new friends...
And mildly sickened by the thought that i wont
find someone. Somebody to fall in love with.

O}:>

I want to go for a ride on the Hoop D, one last time.
Love sucks, and i would rather trade it for some other emotion.
i was told once that you cant be in love with someone unless
the love you back, but what if they did at some point- then slowly
fell out? i mean, you would technicallly still love that
person, regardless if they loved you back or not, right?
SO, fuck that. i never had that kind of emotion for
ANYBODY in my entire life.

i dont know what it is
that i want exactly- but i want it NOW.

I want someone who :

wont make me sigh out of discust.

never attempt impressing me.

who will laugh along side me; vice versa.

It's hard to find people like me.
[not only love- but friendship-wise hence my being scared]
i have grotesque humor.
i dont want to have the same friends as my sister and or aunt.
i want friend of my own. My own age.

..i want to take you ALL with me...

i like brad.
brad is married.
even has kids.

nick is convinced,
i guess hes moving to texas with his cousin.
>.>

folk+spring=♥

when will i get over andy completley?
why do i whine about everything?

im annoying myself once again....